Take me away.
I really don’t know what I’m going to do tomorrow! I have no finals to take—well, I have expository but I haven’t been to that class in forever so there is no point in going tomorrow. I also heard he’s not giving out a final. I know fucked up in school, but I’m past the point of caring. 3 years ago if someone were to tell to me I was on my way to becoming a High school dropout, I’d say that’s crazy talk! I was pretty sure I was going to go to a university right after high school back then, but look at me now. Every day I wonder why I give up so easily when something challenging comes along; I always end up with regret whenever I give up, but I never learn. I always say I’m going to change, but I never do.
I need a friend right about now. Once upon a time I was able to say who my best friends were. Those days are long gone. It’s not like I don’t have friends now, I’m just not that close with anybody. My own family included. I can’t even talk about guys with my sister who is only 2 years younger than me. Whenever she asks the question “he’s cute, right” I automatically flinch and pretend I didn’t hear it. My mom still treats me like a little boy, which explains why I still feel like I’m 10 whenever I’m with her; it irritates me so much! My dad, I’ve never had the best father-son relationship with him anyway.
I need an adventure; I need some excitement in my life!
